I am the Queen of procratination, disorder, mess, chaos, clutter and all that...Okay well maybe not. But I'm sick of it. I want a change. I want to find things when I need them. I want to enjoy my home. I want time for me. This blog is for me to just talk about how I'm going. I'm probably going to post a lot of to do and ta da list. I'm hoping this will spark some kind of light in me and keep me going on this journey.

Friday, November 20, 2009

My Friday To Do List

  • Do Wii fit check....DONE....WOOHOO LOST ANOTHER .1 KG
  • Make kids lunches...DONE BY DD
  • Decide what's for dinner
  • Belinda coming for Cuppa, Chat and Craft...still working on Cross stitch Christmas ornaments
  • Find Jobsearch internet detail...DONE...THANK YOU GOD...COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU
  • Fix up referees for Resume
  • Apply for jobs at Bunnings, Coles, Woolies, BigW
  • Ring pet shop re: Rat Cage
  • Type up DD's story DONE
  • Do 30min training on Wii
  • Clean out Bathroom cabinet.
  • Thorough clean of Bathroom sink and walls around it (maybe)
  • Scrub Bathroom floor (maybe)
  • Email friend in Spain

Think that'll do...

Luv and Hugs
God Bless

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Okay so who’s in charge here?


Okay I've seriously had it with myself....I mean who or what's in control of me.....I let other people's opinions, circumstance....everything affect me....and way too much these days.....it's like I'm in a deep hole and I'm making the mistake of digging to get out....I need a ladder here....oh I guess I'm being too melodramatic...I can't say my life is that bad...but then why does it overwelm me so....I think another problem is I'm shockingly bad at taking baby steps....when I what something...I WANT IT NOW....NO WAITING...NO DOING IT BIT BY BIT...NOW..okay now that I've got that off my chest how do I do this? What is this I hear you ask. okay.

    I want my house clean
    I want my house decluttered
    I want DS to stop lying and being disobedient
    I want DD to loose her attitude
    I want to be able to study next year
    I need a job
    I need to get fit
    I need to stop hating myself
    I need to make time for me to do things that fill my bucket
    I need to get the kids to be more organised and helpful
Hey that's the short version
I know I've started on my bathroom but why haven't I finished it. I'm a starter not a finisher yet I get so much satisfaction from finishing things...
Ok there's my out burst.

Luv and Hugs
God Bless